Aisha,

Mujhe maaf kar do.

Mujhe pata hai ke maine kuch aisi baatein kahi jo mujhe nahi kehni chahiye thi, khaas taur par phone par. Aur mujhe yeh bhi pata hai ke maine hamesha tumhare saath us tarah bartao nahi kiya jaisa mujhe karna chahiye tha. Mujhe iska bohat afsos hai. Kaash main kuch lamhon ko behtar tareeqe se sambhalta, kyunki tum is baat ki haqdaar nahi thi ke tumse aise alfaaz mein baat ki jaye jo tumhe takleef dein.

Main apni ghaltiyon ke liye koi bahana nahi banana chahta. Mujhe pata hai ke mujhse ghaltiyan hui hain, aur yeh bhi jaanta hoon ke sirf maafi maang lene se sab kuch achanak theek nahi ho jata.

Bas main tumhe kho dena nahi chahta, kam az kam apne dil ki baat sachai se kahe baghair nahi.

Tum waqai un sab logon se alag ho jinse main kabhi mila hoon. Tum khamosh aur thori reserved ho, lekin jab tum khul kar baat karti ho, to tum bohat mazaakiya, caring aur dil ke qareeb lagti ho. Tumhari bohat si chhoti chhoti baatein hain jinse mujhe lagao ho gaya hai. Aur shayad mujhe poori tarah tab ehsaas hua ke tum mere liye kitni ahmiyat rakhti ho, jab sab kuch bikharna shuru hua.

Mujhe sach mein lagta hai ke hum dono ek saath ache ho sakte hain. Is liye nahi ke sab kuch hamesha perfect rahega, balki is liye ke mujhe lagta hai agar hum dono is rishte ko sachcha mauqa dein, to hum ek doosre ko samajh sakte hain aur ek doosre ke saath achhe se reh sakte hain.

Mujhe yeh bhi pata hai ke mujhe khud par kuch kaam karna hai. Main zyada sabr karna chahta hoon, behtar tareeqe se baat karna chahta hoon, aur jo ghaltiyan maine ki hain unse waqai seekhna chahta hoon. Main sirf yeh kehna nahi chahta ke main badal jaunga. Main chahta hoon ke mujhe mauqa mile aur main tumhe apne amal se dikha sakun.

Main tumhari bohat parwah karta hoon, Aisha. Shayad us se bhi zyada jitna main tumhe theek se dikha paya.

Main yeh sab tum par koi dabao daalne ya tumhe guilty mehsoos karwane ke liye nahi likh raha. Mujhe pata hai tumhare apne jazbaat hain, aur tum jo bhi faisla karogi, main uski izzat karunga. Bas main yeh sab khatam hone nahi de sakta tha bina tumhe theek se yeh bataye ke mujhe afsos hai. Aur agar hamare liye ab bhi koi mauqa baqi hai, to main dil se chahta hoon ke main sab kuch theek karun.

Mera kabhi iraada nahi tha ke main tumhe takleef doon.

Mujhe maaf kar do, Aisha. Mujhe waqai bohat afsos hai.

Aur bas umeed karta hoon ke mujhe yeh ehsaas bohat der se nahi hua ke tum mere liye kitni ahmiyat rakhti ho.